Gateway lyrics

There I sit at the gateway
Wondering how far she might take me
I don't know if what they say
Is it true, I'm gonna live that way
I just need to find my way
Back on home, coming back today
Here I am, back in the zone
The zone of life, always stoned
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Now I'm back at the gateway
Wondering if I'm here to stay
I've got scars that used to be veins
It's gone down, I'm insane
I can't seem to get my mind
Screwed on tight, I've got a life to find
Here I am, back in a haze
Blazing through life, always stoned