Dry Gin lyrics

Hey I've thrown it all away
I've pushed it down
And I know it won't come back
'cause I broke the life I had
Now, I've thought it through for now
And I can't see
That I change at all today
Would make sense in anyway
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Thinking over what you said it's over
And it's over
Now I know this time
That I've crossed the line

Hey, I guess I can't complain
For what I've done
'cause it's served me up till now
And it'll all work out somehow
Now, I know I've made mistakes
I've sat around
And I've wished that everyday
Was the last day......

I never thought I'd see reality would bring me down,
I must be living in the past.