Mordred's Song lyrics

I've lost my battle before it starts
My first breath wasn't done
My spirit's sunken deep
Into the ground
Why am I alone
I can hear my heartbeat
Silence's all around
See hat will rise
So don't come closer
Fear your child
Born with a king's heart
But fate fooled me
And changed my cards
Noone asked if I want it
If I like it
Ref.:
Pain inside is rising
I am the fallen one
A figure in an old game
No Joker's on my side
I plunged into misery
I'll turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Nothing else,
But laughter is around me
Forevermore
Noone can heal me
Nothing can save me
Noone can heal me
I've gone beyond the truth
It's just another lie
Wash away the blood on my hands
My father's blood
In agony we're unified
I never wanted to be
What they told me to be
Fulfill my fate then I'll be free
God knows how long
I tried to change fate
(Solo)
Ref.
(Solo)
I plunged into misery
I'll turn off the light
And murder the dawn
Turn off the light
And murder the dawn
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