Where You Been lyrics

Holy smokes, howd i get myself into this again?
Now im stuck in the same damn place that i have always been
Smokin all my cigarettes and wasting all my time
Trying to pinch my pennies just so i can save a dime

So where you been? I'll never do the stupid shit we did back then
Tried to pick up ugly girls, just to make it ______*
I can't think that wherever i go that you wish i was dead
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Id give up my left arm if i could sleep at night
I can't remember the last time that i really had a good fight
I figured wed get married, and maybe have some kids
It only makes me sad thinking of all the things we never did

So where you been? I'll never do the stupid shit we did back then
Tried to pick up ugly girls, just to make it ______*
I can't think that wherever i go that you wish i was dead