Fall Apart lyrics

I look back now Faded memory I could never Be free I held back now And paid dearly I could never Be free Started running And just kept running
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Got hit from the fall Now I don't want To feel this way again Should have let go Long ago Try to look back now But I don't want to See the way I've been Don't know where to start