Lost Control lyrics

Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
And it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.
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Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.

Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.