Dreamer's Lament lyrics

Bright and sunny day,
The sun shines on my face
Fields of grain are flying past my eyes
On an endless road,
Where it stops I'll never know
I'm orchestrating my demise
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How do you like me now
Now that I'm out here on my own
All opportunities blown
Now that I've thrown my life
Right down the shitter for everyone to see
I'm sailing on a sea of broken dreams
A sea of broken dreams
Won't you come with me

Step outside our van, my fate is in my hands
My fear is my comfort blanket
Don't know where I'll be tomorrow
Just know where I am today
What does it matter anyway

I'm broke, I'm sick as fuck
I'm hungry never been so happy