Fall Victim lyrics

Not sure how this is supposed to feel
Cutting like a red hot knife of surgical steel
We're all fresh from the autoplay
She came, she came with sterile warnings
Screaming from her place
Singing "I wanna make you bleed"

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television
We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Wasting our time
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Down on my knees, but not to pray
Hit so hard across the skull, it buckled my legs (???)
They told me I had hell to pay
I came, I came too close to heaven
Had nothing to say from myself
I had to walk away

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television
We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our time
Wasting our time
Time
Wasting our time
Wasting our time

I watched them fall in line, as I fell victim
To double suicide on your television
We heard our records backwards too many times
I'm wasting my breath, we're wasting our...