This Grudge lyrics
Fourteen years, thirty minutes, fifteen seconds,
I've held this grudge Eleven songs, four full journals, thoughts of punishments I've expanded Not in contact, not unmet Such communication, telepathic You've been vilified Used as fodder You deserve a piece of every record. But who's it hurting now? Who's the one that's stuck? Who's it torturing now? With an empty knot in her stomach. I wanna be big and let go This grudge that's grown old All this time I've not known How to rest this bygone I wanna be soft and resolved Clean state and released. I wanna forgive for the both of us I come abandoned house Dusty cupboard, furniture stll intact If I visit it now Will I simply relieve it Somehow, into it us. But who's still waking now? Who's tired of her own voice? Who's weighing down with no gift from time of said healing? I wanna be big and let go This grudge that's grown old All this time I've not known How to rest this bygone I wanna be soft and resolved Clean state and released. I wanna forgive for the both of us Maybe as I cut the cord Veils will lift from my eyes Maybe as I lay this to rest This weight of my shoulders will rise Here I sit much determined Ever real equipped to draw this curtain How this has entertained, validated and has served me well Ever the victim But who's done whining now? Who's ready to put down? This load I carried longer than I had cared to remember I wanna be big and let go This grudge that's grown old All this time I've not known How to rest this bygone I wanna be sof
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