Cherish (English) lyrics

Since when have we lost
The wonderful things that we need somewhere?
I fear the connection to [your] heart
& I buried myself with my body
During those days [when] I [lied] everyday about my fear,
You were already in my heart

If we can think deeply
That someday time will end here,
I thought that will always love you
& I'll be holding out my hand [to you]
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/ai_otsuka/cherish_english.html ]
Love is such a scary thing
That's why we run away as we search for it
It no longer has anything to do with being an adult or being a child

This feels just like it's my first love
So much so that I feel like it must be fate
Not even in my dreams do I feel
The way I do when we hold each other

If we can't meet each other,
I couldn't laugh this way [like when I'm with you]
This year, the happiest thing is
Being able to be by your side