Not In Vain lyrics

Not in vain
There's no one here to discover how potent our
Shadows could be
It will only stare to you as it leaves your body
We've treasured how castles crumble down to ground
That's unclean
Bored by all these things we embraced the power
That we've seen

Carrying the burden makes me hang in there, a sign
Of being guilty
Will you ever be, I would never be again, will you
Ever be I could never be myself now
Open hands require not much confidence, is it
Worth denying
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I refuse to live this life according to the laws
Of man that are forcefully proclaimed as the laws
Of god
I will never again betray myself for the life that
You promise. I have god inside, I will not live in
Vain
Over and over we are getting sober by everything
That's been composed to destroy us
Which makes me more of an enemy, me to you and you
To them

Carrying the burden makes me hang in there, a sign
Of being guilty
Will you ever be, I would never be again, will you
Ever be I could never be myself now
Open hands require not much confidence, is it
Worth denying

Let be one, let me be yours

I will not live in pain
I will not live in vain

Carrying the burden makes me hang in there, a sign
Of being guilty
Will you ever be, I would never be again, will you
Ever be I could never be myself now
Open hands require not much confidence, is it
Worth denying