First Love lyrics

Thjs song tells me that i'm on the wrog way jn my fjrst love and that i'd better leave it 'cause jt doesn't truely exjst

This is so weird to write it... My first love is on heaven he has a special place in my heart i will always love him never forget him. My first adult love though is the one i can dedicate this song... Because i am really tired of trying and i am trying to move one with my new relationship.

This song is so sweet, i love it. I think i can realte to this song because " please wear that facethe one where you smilebecause you lighten up my heart when i start to cry" when i think of someone i like i smile and it makes the pain and tears go away. :'( but then :)

"this love has dried up and stayed behind... And if i stay ill be a lie, then chock on words i'd always hide" so.. First loves are hell, were loving our deepest and dumbest. Were learning what we want and things can get bad. I was with my first love three years.. Shit it took my soul a little bit. We were so used to eachother it got horrible, for him. But he didnt know what he wanted. Easily i could stick around but needed to find myself.. He took so much away from me.. It hurt.. Something happened to me today and im glad im sitting here listening to it right now.. So who knows if anyone will read this but i must this out there. So we havent been together for a year, were from two totally diffrent worlds now. Im a school girl and hes a "badass" we talked on facebook yesterday an we were supposed to hang out... When i got to his house a bit ago i couldnt go in, i thought to my self "how did i get here? And walk back to all the emptyness he gave me, the crummled heart i fixed my self, the pain hes given me! " i know its because i love him and i wanted to fix things but this song just helped to remind me its time to continue with my life.. Or continue to let time unfold this on its own.. God im hurting but what can i do? Chock on my words ? It would have been weird anyways.

Ha ha ha sorry, i take things literally sometimes. Xd occasionally, i'm really ditzy.

Haha, i didn't mean i cried. Just a figure of speech! :))
yeah, she's pretty amazing live as well :d

Adman you a dude? I have nothing against dudes crying. I like it actually... Xd anyways, i love this song. The toy piano gives it a great theme.

:'( this song always makes me cry. Her voice is amaze!