Regression lyrics

What if I tried, would you then
Consider my time as well spent
Would you put me on trial, consider who's fit
To brand me insane, so I won't ever have to deal with it
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What have I done, your only son
They spit on my name, and now I have a gun
Running 'round in circles, kids come out to play
But I can't remember what it was that made me
Feel this...hate
All my pictures on display here

What's that you said, you were my friend
I can't recall, say it again
This isn't a game, but I will pretend
Look at me now, 'cause I win

I would be faking, I didn't know
These idle hands don't know their worth
I've covered them in blood, but this
Still fucking hurts

HATE!!
HATE!!