Kickin' It Under lyrics

Caught in the lines in between
Fairness and hipocrasy
To me it just doesnt't't't seem right
To give wings then expect not to fly
My girl is a cute little freak
Monogamys getting to me
Im shot my emotions are fried
I push you away then need you by my side
And I hope that I don't pay for my mistakes
Ive made with your love baby
Hopefully I can keep kickin' it under
All the time I get so sick
I don't know if Im full of shit yeah
All the time just kickin' it under
Everythings bottled in me
So I freak out and play 'till I bleed
We only hang out when we sleep
Shes got to be tired of me
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